Its been 8 years now. 8 Years since my beloved Father died in a Heartattack. You know, its still feels like 5 seconds. I still got the pictures of the hospital , the face of my Mom when the guy from the hospital told her the news on her Mobile. The message that the operation that could save his life was delayed for 2 days because the medicne that stops the clutting of his blood was still in function. And the last see you tommorow... The funeral , where my relatives start to argue about the legacy. And no one realizes that there is a little boy who just lost his father , the person he would die for if necessary. And the boy never shed a tear after this moment. The person he valued most in his life. And where every one is just standing and starts to make a sound about , the ownership of something useless. And the wound wont stop bleeding. The only thing you can do is trying to change your mind to something else. And this is where newgrounds comes into play. Its an AWESOME feeling to be part of this great community. Where artist dont act like divas and where you can loose yourself even for a second.

For everyone who doesnt know how this feels its easy to explain. Imagine yourself that everything a 15 year old boy could believe in proofs wrong. Its like a giant wall of fire overwheels you and there just 2 options you got , die in that blaze or stand up with blisters from that burn as something else. Its like these movies where you see a picture of someone and it gets negative and becames a shatterd mirror. And after that moment where everything has changed i must find out with shard goes deepest...

And for newgrounds ... Thank you Tom , Stamper , Egoraptor , Wonchop , Lazymuffin , Allmighty Hans ... Everyone for making these awesome movies and Games and creating this cool community.

Thanks folks =,) for everything